WHOO! its been a LONG week
i currently blogging bout the Outward bounds camp.
it will take me days though.
and im kindof busy for the whole week
with rehearsals for racial harmony.
catching up with homework i accumulated.
and guess wad?!
i didnt fall asleep in class on Thursday and Friday!
and i was reading a book during our power nap time.
SUCH A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT!
nt bad eh? i know i know. LOLS!
actually the reason why i didnt sleep is because.
i brought M&N to class.SHH!
its to keep me awake.
AND! M&N does keep u awake!serious!
i feel like i have changed. so different frm the first semester!
become guai kia already.
but i feel awesome.hehe

ytd i just formed a band!
its called " The Jennies".
and click five always asked us wads our problem.
get it? nvm
we have been to many countries for our WORLD TOUR.
countries like
BOSTON,NEW YORK, CHICAGO,SAN FRANSISCO& many more.
we have a few million fans that fan us.like duh?
are u taken in?
say yes or no.
jus say it to ur computer screen
its wun make u look like an idiot,seriously
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..
..
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okay i hear a yes.
thanks yo

CRAP!
actually me mal kai went to xf house to play this PS3 game la.
its called ROCK BAND! ITS SO COOL!
we are so amazed by it because
when we're playing it, it makes us feel like we're really on stage
with a million fans on the floor cheering us on.
its everybody's dream though.
its obviously ours too.
oh ya.
i created this character, (drummer) in the game.
his name is KYLE.haha,duh!
and he is FRIGGING HOT!
he has white hair and black highlights
very tall and kindof muscular!
VERY VERY handsome.
me mal & kai were like "OMG! so shuai!"
HAHA.i create one leh.not bad eh?

after that we left her house to this place.
our secret hideout.LOLS
no la.not very as in secret
we are having band practice.
its CHIA LI SHAN's territory! the one and only 356!LOLS

i feel that we have improved!
its very awesome to see improvements in urself.
i feel if a person doesnt improve.
he/she will always feel that life is a routine.

we practiced till night.
then we RELAX
stepped up to the rooftop
lie on the ground.
stare at the clear dark sky
it looks like the sky is cleared for us.
with only sound of the breeze can be heard.
that moment was so peaceful, so sweet, and perfect.
feel like the world was jus me mal kai.
after a long week of gaining knowledge.
FINALLY, had a chance catch my breathe.
suddenly thoughts of my childhood was flashing across my mind.
when we're free from all the pressures
suddenly thoughts of the past.
when we're jus enjoying ourselves with little burden on my shoulder.
and doesnt know the meaning of love.
never been told to be realistic.
that moment was years ago
but it seems like the day before to me.

okayokay.i know i suck at literature.

at the roof
kai started playing the sky of love song.
which totally suit that atmosphere..
we started talking
we realise that we have a problem.
its not the jennies problem though.
we have have a common view about this thing
there is a urge to cry during this part of the convo.
but its okay la. thinking of a way to solve it now.

off to blog about OBS

I feel kinda lazy to blog about OBS.
the 5 days camp at Pulau Ubin.
BUT I CANT!
cause every part of the camp is a Beautiful memory to me

overall: OBS ROCKED MY LIFE(although im only 15)

firstly i was grouped into Nila Utama..
a history group.which i felt so sian.cause i HATE HISTORY!
group members:
xiaofei,mildred,jiajia,hazirah(unity)
cythia,nurul,florence,tiam ng, jin seng(juying)
cheryl,diyan,kaiching,saiful,valen,brison(chong boon)

seriously.I LOVE them..
even though we only know them for 5 days..
but it jus feels like i have known them for years.
& i doesnt want to be separated frm them at all!
i love every single one of them.
although there is frustration between each others at some part of the camp.
like screaming & shouting at each other
pissed off and stuff.
not forgetting the fun & laughter we shared.
teasing and scolding each other vulgars in a funny way..
but its all these stuff that made us so united
dat is why i feel like crying when we part ways..
and dat is the first time im SO sad for leaving a camp..

1st day:
ice breakers,den took a photo together..
get food and stuff.
den do some activity that requires trust
falling back onto a mat that the others were holding.
woah.i was quite afraid though..
honestly i cannot rmb wad we did.
den we went cook dinner.
hmm.i rmb the rice had solid fuel smell
and the guys were complaining..
my rice was good! no smell at all.
den i saw brison had got a bunch of rice he doesnt wan to eat.
so i said i want it even after he warned me about the solid fuel taste.
so i tried.and i was like "WAD THE!"
we started cleaning up.
den we went to move our tents which we had pitched before that.
den one of the tent BROKE!.
to my dismay!
i heard frm mildred that ( i was away due to some stuff)
EVERYONE was so united & started to help pitching the tent back.
guys pitch the tent.girls hold the torchlight & help in some ways too.
such a lovely scene!
<3 maybe because i hardly see Gentlemens in my school.
dats why im so touched.
den we did some packing & went to sleep.
i slept in the same tent with florence, nurul and cythia.

2nd day.after pitching the tent.
went to have some ice-breaker games,
then belaying & rock climbing i suck at that la.
so dun wanna mention much about that
den we are to pack our stuff into this hiking bag
they provide as we're staying out for 3 days 2 night
with no toilets,cannot bath, cannot change clothes in proper places.
okay.kindof scared though then

we had our lesson on kayaking
to prepare us for the whole day kayak the next day
and we are to experience capsizing!
its kindof scary. me and xf partner.
when we capsize. .
i was trying to get my head above water
but i was under the kayak for a moment
and i hit my head. lols.
manage to survive la.DUH
den we are to practice rescuing the cap sizers
i rmb we are to rescue Terrence lols.
it was damn tiring as i was the one siting at the front.

den we reach the place that we are spending our night.
totally shocked the toilet is inside the bush.
furthermore there may be wild boars!
i was totally sticky and salty.
but doesnt hav a chance to bath.
shirt was wet
me mildred and xf changed at the open beach!
GOD.it was a memorable experience.
our grp pitch out tents closely..
it looks like our territory and i rmb!
we have this duty roster to stand guard everyone's tent
while they were sleeping
den rotate among the other group
the lucky nila utama gets to go first.
each group 2 hours.
before the duty,
me,dred,xf,zirah,jia,sai,thiam,gin
started a "campfire"(torchlights in de middle)
den its the TYPICAL GHOST STORIES TIME!
mildred told us about BLOODY MARY!
i told them about double decker. LOLS

off to have our beauty sleep!LOLS

third day.
PT in de morning.nt tiring one la.
den we're off to KAYAK!
okay we kayak bout 8 hours,
the distance was so long!!!!
and rest only happen after every hour.
and the rest ONLY lasted 5 mins!
thus everyone is like stuffing the food and gulping down drinks swifting into our mouth.
and if u wanna pee,
u are to wait until the rest time.
den u can get off the kayak and pee in the sea.
okay,at the first part of the journey me and xf was so HYPE!
we sing song.enjoy scenery, talk to the ppl kayaking next to us.
saw kai's kayak too. we thought. its not that bad yo.
until the 2nd half of the journey.
a storm broke off at the other side of the sea.
which means the high tides was gonna hit us!
we got so freaked out.
the kayak was swaying as if we're gonna capsize.
oh ya.faris and jiajia capsized! scary!
the tides are pushing us off the right direction.
so me and xf keep using our might to turn it to the right direction.
which took us all our strength.
vulgars came out frm me as per usual.
but seriously,not jus us.everyone was PISSED with the tides.
we keep turning right.
and it will take alot more effort jus to turn the kayak
theres this part i was totally drained.
no more energy liao.
and there is still a long way to go!
den jinseng started his jokes again he was chasing after our kayak.
so me and xf kayak like mad womens to run away frm him
but thanks to him.i managed to get my spirit back on
for the whole journey
i watching my hands turning tan!

until we reach another campsite.
dats where xf had a fall on her back!
no wonder she MIA for a long time
while we cook instant noodle which have this very poisonous smell
the next day, my hiking bag turned into an ANT's nest!
with ants ALL OVER!
it gave my goosebumps! damn!
i shld not have put all the bread in my bag!
alot of ppl also kena la..

and then XIAOFEI & MILDRED LEFT WITHOUT A WORD!
xf-cause of her back dred-cause of her rashers
im the only one left...

den we went for quarry jump.
valen had a phobia of water so the whole nirahida was cheering him on!
and he did it at the end!GOOD JOB!
den its hiking time. supposely to be walking with the hiking bag for hours.
but i realise i cannot even handle minutes,
the bag was so heavy that i fell twice for the whole journey
we took a rest every couple of minutes.
AS THE BAG WAS TOO HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
partly because we are lacking in manpower(as xf and dred left)
i was like at the point of giving up when i heard its takes a few hours
and thiam en carrying things of size bigger than himself
but he didnt give up though PEI FU PEI FU!
i was carrying the blue tub & GARBAGE BAG!
since no one wans to take that

on the journey there. we started singing retarded childhood songs
which distract us frm the weight we're carrying.
and i feel so much better then SUDDENLY!
diyan had difficulties in breathing!
so we all stopped.
all of us was damn worried. u see everyone caring for her.
another sweet scene
but honestly.thanks to her.
we can rest for 2 hours

suddenly saw signs of hilary(kaixin's grp) they rest too.
and came to help us so we played some games
while diyan rest den we're back on the way to meet the other grps.
saiful so sweet.
help carry diyan's bag.
when we reach the last 2 check points.
everyone dump their bag and started massaging for each other.
no matter whether u are a boy or girl.
we all formed a circle and start massaging for each other
another sweet scene
den we played this game that was FRIGGING FUN!
we all sabo raffles haha.

den i forgt what happen.

the last night,
the instructors,
give us a mission to use whatever food we have left.
to make a very creative dish and our grp made pasta.
the cooking time was so sweet.
everyone played this game the instructors taught us
,while cooking.we dun wanna waste any time while we're together anymore.
as we are parting ways the next day!
that part was another sweet scene.

that night was like a gala night..
raffles did a very hot dance.
as their forfeit
which made us go ROFL
and the way raffles present their food was really retarded
and the instructors made us a dessert!
apple crunch i think ?
SO SWEET! love it!
we jus pass around and eat
thats when hanhui fell to the gorund so suddenly
i was like "zzz,faking again"
den Nurul got so worried "OMG! hanwei wad happen?!!!"
hanwei den "woke up" laughing at nurul
LLLOOOLLLSS!
ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i laugh for quite a while
nila utama & hilary came up with a skit
me saiful and diyan was the sound effect
we look like a bunch of retards sia!!
but really i enjoyed that moment alot
other grps too have their own performance for us

the last night was unforgettable.
really.
filled with laughters
all dun wanna part with each other.
our grp are so bonded!
although we shoot each other with vulgars.
but we knew we're all joking.
(Nurul and Valen were damn funny shooting vulgars at each other!)
i was bitching with nurul too

we all dun feel weird sharing water bottles & utensils
we get pissed with each other.
but we wun take it too hard.
lend our helping hands everytime someone is in need.
doing things together
everyone seems to understand each other very well
we even planned not to sleep.
but chat all night long
but didnt succeed as there is instructors sleeping jus behind us!

last day,
instructors prepared a performance for us
elton played guitar they change the lyrics for beautiful girl to Nirahida:)
so sweet
but this performance needs us too
guys sing "bom bom bala bom bom.."
girls go "sha la la la"
instructors sing the song
it sounded so beautiful!
towards the end.some girls cried.

its nila utama time we seat in a circle.
debrief began den suddenly!
thiam en.who was seating beside me.
jumped up.
i was like "OMG! WADS HAPPENING!!"
den he shake something off his back.
FREAKING HELL!
a huge spider size of my palm came rushing towards me.
i ran right to the other side..LOLS
WHEW! dats when i start calling thiam en spiderman.

LOLS before we end the camp.
hugs and shake their hands before leaving.
another sweet scene!
managed to get all their numbers
I MISS THEM SO MUCH! hope to see them soon!

saw this video in my email.
u guys MUST watch it..
WARNING! quite gruesome though


its about the CHINESE farmers in CHINA.
they are slaughtering the animals for fur.
!@#$%^&!
i was clenching my fist as i watch it.
i mean who wont!

why do people need fur for?
does it really look that nice with fur sticking on ur coat!
fine if it keeps u warm.
but cant u guys jus wear more clothes,extra layer?!
dun people find it disgusting to be wearing an animal's skin!

okay.maybe it wasnt their choice.
its their livelihood.
BUT FOR GOD SAKE, dats abusing!
their death WAS SO PAINFUL!
i think humans are the most cruel animal on earth!
i think nobody can deny that!
cant they inject something into the animals so that they can die in their sleep.
and then slaughter them GENTLY?!
at least they cant feel the pain!
instead of smashing the animals on the ground to break their bones?
and furthermore that isnt causing an immediate death.
so the animal's heart are still beating as they SKIN them.

and guess wad they do after they skinned the animals?
the naked bloodied animals are thrown into a pile of their kind
which have gone before them.
DAMN!
these people are definitely going to hell.
pardon my words.

there one part of the video when the damn fuc*ing KILLER
actually STEPPED ON THE ANIMAL!
aaaahhhh.
i can bring my knife out on this one!
FREAKING HELL!
thats the part when i feel im gonna blow.

SOOOO!

PEOPLE!
u can PLAY A PART to STOP ALL THESE!

-be FUR-FREE!
-dun keep a skeleton in ur closet!
-DONATE unwanted fur!
-PLEDGE TO BE FUR-FREE!
and many more

checkout this link on all the stuff u can do to help:)

http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp

saw this quiz at WEILIN's blog.
so went to see other quizzes.and i saw this.
HOW WILL I DIE?!
fascinating! & this is my result.
arrhhh! so scary.

hmm.this wun change my mind of driving.

always wished for a car.
so tt i wun need to use public transport.

HAHA.

THE CLICK FIVE!

the entrance! WOOHOO!so grand!

the stadium! quite close actually

sorry for the blur-ness

JOEY! walking towards us.asking for marker..

see what i mean that my hands shoke like nobody's buisness?

he turned when we asked for one last shot:)the autographed poster.on my wall.