Today,was Teachers' day celebration.
Apparently, Ms Soh was still angry with us.
She gave us face, by attending the celebration.
But her face was glum most of the time.
It kinda spoiled our mood.
We were all trying to make up for our mistake.
but she doesn't seem to want to give us a second chance.
Eventually I gave up trying to enlighten the mood.
Then, the tense mood was further aggravated by a small tiff between some ppl in our class.
But thats how ppl bond right?!
(trying to look at the positive side of everything.)
Sigh, its hard to maintain peace between 38 girls..
They'll clear whatever misunderstanding they've eventually.
Or maybe they already did..
Ya i think they did.
This is 48'09
In essence today's celebration was errr..very unexpected
..
If you know what i mean..
wanted to go back to my Pri school.
But NO ONES GOING BACK!(this is sec 4)
sigh,
Went town instead.
Highlight for today!
is leaving Izyan sleeping in coffee bean all by herself,
then waking up in shock.
while ely ami and me laughing behind some random pillar.
I couldn't help laughing at her expression!
haahhs
Tmr, my sister is leaving for China, Wuhan for 6 weeks.
I wonder what will happen.
Its kinda the first time someone in our family is out of country for that long time.
I, really wanted to do something for her before she leave.
But at the end,
I did nothing but to sponser her a foolscap pad.
lols.
Now i'm really all by myself for Os preparation.
Bon voyage my sis.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Prelim
Friday, August 28, 2009
This few weeks I've been very distracted.
Firstly, its the occasional thoughts of my Grandad.
I'm still unable to accept the fact.
He was so healthy-looking..
Second, its..
Ever since my 'encounter' with this S person.
I know I've been talking about this to almost everyone.
Okay not everyone.
But i just can't stop!
"Get over it" was what they told me..
If i can, I will!
I think time can prove everything.
Engilsh Oral exam was..Speechless.
As in really...Speechless
"What facility of building/park impressed you?"
"What difficulty do the disabled face?"
"If you've a chance to design a playground, what will you put?"(smth like that?)
"How will you help the disabled?" (same idea i think?)
Anyways, I screwed the first question.
Because nth came to my mind!
Honestly, i dun think any facility has yet to impress me..
In order to crap something out,
I had absolute no choice but to say the school..
And i made the examiners burst out laughing,
by telling them about the fall-off-from-swing-and-broke-my-teeth incident.
when i was like 3 or 4?
Lucky i encountered two friendly and encouraging-looking examiners.
Still, I've a bad feeling.
Next week is Teachers' Day.
Just had an early celebration with CHEN LAO SHI(mdm chen).
And we saw her tears!
Anyways thanks jesslyn and mal for buying the cake.
They're the only ones who are willing to rush out of school
and grab any decent-looking cake.
Ytd, Ms Soh got so pissed with us(as per usual)
She even said "please do not hold any celebration(Teachers' day), I'm not in the mood to celebrate with you all already."
And when i sneaked out to the toilet, I saw her emo-ing outside.
Life is hard..Indeed
But we're still gonna celebrate.
Sorry, seems like going against her is what we always do.
be it deliberately or accidentally
Prelim results:
Eng-4
HMT-4
Emath-1
Amaths-3
Phy-2
Chem-3
Bio-4
Human-3
L1R4-13.
L1R5-16
I'm still far from ACJC.
PS: Please let history repeat itself.
22.08
Saturday, August 22, 2009
I can't believe how it all turned out.
Its like suddenly my life was back on its track.
Everything took the better turn.
weeks ago,
i was still thinking of how my life could get any worse.
why is life so unfair.
all those ordeals i've went through.
All turned out well.
well, means at least i'm in the state of peace.
nothing interesting,
nothing dreadful.
Now, i'm actually kinda proud of myself.
I actually survived the period without the help of my friends.
I didn't confide in my usual clique.
Firstly because I couldn't mouth them out.
secondly because, I know what would be their response.
Once i was so frustrated with myself for having a blog instead of a diary.
...
I'm happy.
somehow the definition of happy is very different now.
Its actually much more simplistic.
I'm very contented.
Lucky everything was back to norm before my Os.
Thank god.
even though i'm not a christian.
PS: I think this attributes to the fact that i've been willingly sacrifising my time to listen to christians telling me more about god during their occasional visits to my house.
Good deeds does pay off!
Its like suddenly my life was back on its track.
Everything took the better turn.
weeks ago,
i was still thinking of how my life could get any worse.
why is life so unfair.
all those ordeals i've went through.
All turned out well.
well, means at least i'm in the state of peace.
nothing interesting,
nothing dreadful.
Now, i'm actually kinda proud of myself.
I actually survived the period without the help of my friends.
I didn't confide in my usual clique.
Firstly because I couldn't mouth them out.
secondly because, I know what would be their response.
Once i was so frustrated with myself for having a blog instead of a diary.
...
I'm happy.
somehow the definition of happy is very different now.
Its actually much more simplistic.
I'm very contented.
Lucky everything was back to norm before my Os.
Thank god.
even though i'm not a christian.
PS: I think this attributes to the fact that i've been willingly sacrifising my time to listen to christians telling me more about god during their occasional visits to my house.
Good deeds does pay off!
My future funeral
Friday, August 07, 2009
After experiencing a number of traditional chinese funeral.
I think i should jot down my ideal funeral.
You never know when death will visit you.
It may be the next minute, tmr or even 50 years down the road.
Traditional chinese funeral are basically..
prayings, rituals, eating snacks(sweets, peanuts, etc),
full of sorrow.
Some came because they should be.
Thus, I definitely want a whole different thing for my funeral.
MY IDEAL FUNERAL
First,
it must not be held under my block,
but some hotel function room:)
Then there should be music playing loudly
from enormous speakers.
Or even having a rock band performance!
Xbox, PSP will be provided,
for the younger ones..
There will be dance floor for my friends and relatives
to enjoy themselves.
I'm dead,
no point sinking into sorrow anymore.
Not just snacks should be served.
but some of my favourite dishes.
For example,
Sushi!
Then on the obituaries section in the newspaper..
with my picture..
there must be colours and not just black and white.
Purpose is not just to advertise my death,
but to advertise my funeral party!
Strangers are also allowed to join!
Right...
I know its unethical.
But who cares..
I'm dead!
PS: The money needed for these to happen,
comes from the insurance company:)
RIP
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Unforgettable week.
Firstly, our class experienced class quarantine for this week.
basically, during the NDP celebration,
at least 1m from each other,
making use of crayons and colour pencils, to draw beautiful pictures!..
genius isn't it.
There is no way in hell i'm going to school today.
Secondly,
i had my prelim exams this week as well as the previous.
definitely screwed for my geog paper,
because i did 2 questions when i'm asked to do only one of them.
then i ending up not able to finish my paper,
as a result my answers are of extremely weak points.
I slapped myself umpteen times that day.(i'm nt suicidal)
that was to ease the heart ache.
Thirdly and lastly,
My Granddad passed away..
actually just hours ago.
Its definitely a tiring and memorable week.
Rushing to NUH everyday after exams,
didn't want my grandad to be alone for his last moments.
And i've just learnt a deep secret of my GD.
When i've heard of the news that smth happened to my GD,
I didn't know its a matter of life-n-death.
Its only until my first visit to the hospital.
I seriously got a shock of my life.
He doesn't look like my GD i've remembered.
He was skeletally thin.
"(in Hokkien)My heart beats very fast..."..."I can't breathe properly.."
"I'm dying soon"..he said to me and my sis.
Those words broke my heart.
I never dare to tell my dad about this.
Never did i know,
those were also his last words to me.
yet, nth came out of my mouth at that point
because i've never know how to speak Hokkien.
i can understand hokkien, but didn't know how to use them.
Firstly, our class experienced class quarantine for this week.
basically, during the NDP celebration,
at least 1m from each other,
making use of crayons and colour pencils, to draw beautiful pictures!..
genius isn't it.
There is no way in hell i'm going to school today.
Secondly,
i had my prelim exams this week as well as the previous.
definitely screwed for my geog paper,
because i did 2 questions when i'm asked to do only one of them.
then i ending up not able to finish my paper,
as a result my answers are of extremely weak points.
I slapped myself umpteen times that day.(i'm nt suicidal)
that was to ease the heart ache.
Thirdly and lastly,
My Granddad passed away..
actually just hours ago.
Its definitely a tiring and memorable week.
Rushing to NUH everyday after exams,
didn't want my grandad to be alone for his last moments.
And i've just learnt a deep secret of my GD.
When i've heard of the news that smth happened to my GD,
I didn't know its a matter of life-n-death.
Its only until my first visit to the hospital.
I seriously got a shock of my life.
He doesn't look like my GD i've remembered.
He was skeletally thin.
"(in Hokkien)My heart beats very fast..."..."I can't breathe properly.."
"I'm dying soon"..he said to me and my sis.
Those words broke my heart.
I never dare to tell my dad about this.
Never did i know,
those were also his last words to me.
yet, nth came out of my mouth at that point
because i've never know how to speak Hokkien.
i can understand hokkien, but didn't know how to use them.
dang,
that is my deepest regret.
The second time i visited him,
hes in coma.
the third time
that is my deepest regret.
The second time i visited him,
hes in coma.
the third time
I've learnt that hes left with 48 hrs.
helpless is the exact word to describe how i felt.
then hes gone.
RIP GD..
i'm sure heaven has got lots of coffee for you to drink:]
PS: C gals had their C div Bball National finals.
To C gals- You guys did your very best. & i'm sorry that i was not there, even though i said i will.
Dun take it too hard. its over, but you guys definitely gained much experience!
helpless is the exact word to describe how i felt.
then hes gone.
So, i guess
This is how i'm spending my national day.
this is how i'm spending my post exam period.
This is how i'm spending my national day.
this is how i'm spending my post exam period.
but Why at this time?
RIP GD..
i'm sure heaven has got lots of coffee for you to drink:]
PS: C gals had their C div Bball National finals.
To C gals- You guys did your very best. & i'm sorry that i was not there, even though i said i will.
Dun take it too hard. its over, but you guys definitely gained much experience!