AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
ytd sooo embarrassing!!
AAHHHH
Okay had this ADAM KHOO workshop
teaches us alot of things.
like believing in ourselves,
the right study method
Power reading...
it made us realise how we had been taking our parents for granted & many more
Made me feel really really guilty..
Freddy even made us imagine..
The day when our parents..
leave us.
this is the part when everyone started crying even louder.
even the guys:)
on the 3rd day.
they gave us a chance to express our gratitude to our parents on stage..
As this is my first time saying this kinda mushy stuff to anyone..
I'M SERIOUSLY PANICKING!
EVEN BEFORE I GO ON STAGE!
& here comes the embarrassing part.
I wrote a whole lot of stuff to say to my Mummy.
& guess what?! Freddy(the speaker) TOOK MY BOOK AWAY!
AHH!
then i panic even more..
my mind went totally blank?
All i noe was i need to say smth..
&&&&! I SPOKE IN BROKEN CHINESE!
speak like an ABC.
Like i'm an engilsh-educated.
Have this weird ascent when speaking chinese.
BUT!
HELLO?! I'm chinese-educated!
basically i dunno even noe wad I'm talking.
then then..then..then...ermm..
All the stuff i wanna say...I DIDN'T SAY..
All the stuff i DON'T wanna say.. I SAID..
DANG IT!
In my head I'm thinking...is this me?
& I DUN WANNA CRY in front of everybody!
OMG! SO EMBARRASSING!
Kill me.
I wish i can just sleep forever...
& never wake up
anyway,
I said I LOVE U to my mum first time in my life.
& i hug my Mum for the first time in my life too.
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Reunions is dreadful.
Just as what i mentioned in my previous post.
First reaction when the adults see me.
is to SCREAM into my ears " OMG! UR SO TALL NOW!"
i noe i noe..dunnid to say that every year.
Another said "WOW u gained weight?!"
like who doesn't when they're at their puberty age?
They always have difficulty rmb-ing my name & age.
Sigh.. its always the same thing happening over & over again.
OH YAR! HIGHLIGHT OF 2009!
DID U GUYS SEE IT?! I SAW!
the SOLAR ECLIPSE!
(when the moon covers the sun)
date 26/01/09 time between 4.30pm to 5pm.
!!! ITS SOOO AMAZING!
So stupid of me.
I always thought the sky will turn dark when eclipse happen...LOL!
Oh ya i didn't noe u'll need a medium to see the eclipse..
Ways to see the solar eclipse:
1) Search ur house for the old type camera film. See through it facing the sun:)
(Ignorant me, used 1 layer..& my eyes nearly got blind)
2) Use ur handpone, see the reflection of the sun
3) Use a pail of water same see the reflection too.
These are according to my uncle who is a physics teacher.
Our whole family was so amazed by it..
keep looking till the moon went passed the sun.
Its sooo cool... U'll see a dark crescent.
slowly, it'll be a half moon. then crescent again. then its gone.
omg! i'm still very amazed.
Visited my Grandma at hospital today
YEAH! SHE CAN DISCHARGE tmr!
thank god.
its kinda hard considering...
when there is a mental patient beside my Grandma's bed.
she keep staring at us..
"throwing"(imaginary) things at us.
then she'll start spitting saliva at ppl
i think spitting is her way of defence
She dun SLEEP!
she just keep doing the "throwing" action 24 hours.
Heard she fell & hit her head when she was 2.
& now she is 60 plus?
GOSH! she has been like that for 60 years!
I kinda pity her, at the same time helpless.
So i began "throwing" things back at her..
then she began spitting again.
then she'll say words i'll never understand.
Another patient oppo my grandma's bed...
had been crying.. & crying...& crying.
She wants to get off bed.
& obviously she is not allowed to.
& i think she mistook me as the nurse?
keep asking me to help her out & stuff.
Actually i was clueless bout wad she wants.
weird weird..
makes me reconsider nursing.
Anyways. Its a nice CNY.
I still like the eclipse part. HAHA
Events that happen for the past weeks...
First of all, my chinese class is now left with about 6 pathetic ppl.
The rest dropped & changed class.
I felt really different that day when 6 turned up for the class.
It was really quiet.
I can hear the fans turning loud & clear.
Maybe because the noisy Joel Chin's voice was no longer there.
As well as my playmate crystal:(
The atmosphere just make CBQ's lesson even more hypnotizing.
I know i need to work extra hard since i chose to continue.
thus these days i have been answering CBQ's question!:)
...actually because i was trying to make the class more lively.
& i dun think it worked out.
Secondly..
My taiwan pal is back!:)
She is Wu Yu-ting
woohoo!~
thank god she is alright.
Its kind of a shock when she smsed me about
her return to Taiwan because of some medical reason.
i dunno what to reply
Afraid that I would say anything wrong &
i always have difficulties putting my concerns in words.
Thirdly,
Things are turning better in my family.
No more worries.
WOOHOO!
i thought i would have to emo for quite a long time.
Then, 19th Jan
Its my mate's birthday!
Mavrilyn Neo Hui Xin's sweet SIXTEEN!
YEAH!
Intended to surprise her on Sun.
But turned out everyone was SO busy...
with A Maths && SS tests.
Thus postponed it to Tues. though its belated.
But we did have a dinner together on Sun at New York.
I mean New york new york..hehe
HAHA. was really funny that night.
"wa wu ji pa ban" (a hokkien song that drove us crazy!)
unfortunately xiaofei couldn't join us. But its okay!
&&& Mal wore a skirt! WOOHOO! great improvement!
Tues Surprise at Mal's House.
its nt exactly a surprise.
But a quest to make Mal grow up...
The surprise consist of 16 stations.
its includes dressing up, plucking eyebrows,
collecting ants, taking photos with stranger,
eating ice-cream( this didnt succeed as me & yel ate it)
makin a wish on Helium balloon
shouting I LOVE AVRIL loudly at the playground
a song by her boss..
etc etc. (can't really rmb)
YEAH! IT WAS SO SO SUCCESSFUL!
Mal is soooosooosooo pretty!:)
after the "quest" ..Went to Mal's house..
& we played "Bball" in her room.......
played Sher rates. (butter-fly)
& Harry Potter board game..
someone were clueless throughout the whole game:)
I NEVER SAY WHO!
Oh ya. thanks & sorry to Jared.
Making him rush here & there haha!
Friday...
CNY celebration in school.
AHHH! was so embarassed!
My apologies to everyone in my class.
for not standing up with u guys.
& make u guys looked even more paisei..
I was really very paisei too....
& sorry to Ms lee for promising smth & not fufilling it..
AHH! actually the promise is that,.,,
i would stand up & sing with the choir..together with my classmates.
dang it..was so paisei!
Oh ya, & sorry to Izyan.
For not saving u, when ur pulled by others.
&&... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IZYAN aka Caddy!
our Ultimate BITCH!
HAHAHA. &
My british name is Regina George!
( i noe it sounds wrong)
Ely's Carren Smith
Amirah is Gratchen.
(if u watch "mean girls", u'll noe wads happening)
Gek Hwee is..Olive!
was trying to be British in class.
after CNY celebration.
HAAAHAA. can't stop laughing.
Then...
went to treat Izyan to LJS:)!
That night,at home i was super random
I grabbed my towel..
& went to the garden for a run.
Ran 10 rounds..
HAHA. asked XF along
& she was shocked by my randomness
actually my objective was to lose weight:)
Just had my Reunion dinner!
WOOHOO!
I'm kinda bloated right nw..
later will be off to my Grandma's to have second round..
zzz
sure gonna gain weight again..
dang it! I ran for nothing...
ANYWAY!
HAPPY CNY PPL!
although i'm quite reluctant to celebrate this festive season this year.
I guess its because i'm gonna meet those AUNTIES again.
They're sure gonna analyse me from top to toe again.
whether did i get uglier or prettier?
whether i gained weight?
whether i grown taller?
whether i've grown any pimples?
whether i started eating veggies?
whether i've got any boyfriends?
& if any of the above..
I'm sure gonna get a lecture..
right...
Okay STAY POSITIVE!
happy cny again..
to me as well as to u:)
Bye!:)
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I finally came down with a decision!
Yeah! I'm so happy!
I had been so troubled recently regarding the question:
Which route?
YEAH! I did it! My decision is JC instead of Poly! Yahoo! Google! Hotmail!
The reason why I'm so troubled by the question so early
is because if i choose Poly, i can drop HMT now.
& teacher is demanding for an answer tomorrow.
Since HMT is almost useless for poly.
& i can spend my time focusing on other subjects.
But nah, JC
Not gonna change my mind anymore even if friends brainwash me!
Please don't tell me anything about poly.
Especially good things of course.
as i'm seriously tempted with poly life.
okay ANYWAY!JC is my goal..JC...JC...JC...
I don't wish to be troubled by this damn question anymore
thatssit
TMR my chinese Os results will be out..
scary.
Ytd visited Ngee Ann Poly.
Such fun & exciting school!
Looking at all those courses.
So many of them attracts me!
like the Multimedia & animation,
Tourism,
Psychology & community service,
Health sciences-nursing...
First time thought about my future so deeply.
Got a sudden change of ambition
Health sciences-Nursing?
actually not very sudden la
always got thought of it,
but never mention to anyone
gosh..
My original ambition..Designer
ehh. Job with fame & fortune.
but i guess i'll be damn stressed up
because i dun think i have that talent in designing.
I was jus thinking nursing is more stable
Dont have to prove urself everytime.
& since i've already started on Bio.
& its the subject i'm most interested in..
Nursing may be a good choice!
i can just nurse ppl for my whole life.
sounds like a very peaceful life.
which is why it attracts me
I noe some of ur are thinking..
alot of ppl is gonna live shorter if i ever become a nurse.
hahaha. i thought of it too..
i'm seriously confused on what to do in future
what if i choose a job that i'll regret..
then my whole life will stink
HAHA.
hahaa..still got 1 more year to think through my future!
HEHEHHE..
I shrinked 2cm!
*in a happy way*
the happiest thing for this whole week.
because this week SUCKS!
really sucks.
worse week
msg to u..
Ur getting from bad to worse.
ur pushing my limits
Dislike will eventually grow into hatred.
when that day comes.
I not gonna care about anything anymore.
U guys seriously shld watch this!
ITS HILARIOUS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upVwAqCM7fg(Mad TV- Project Runway)
The first day of schoolare basically introduction to
HELL.
To prepare us, mentally & physically.
Thanks for that.
I'm so ready for hell!
BRING IT ON!Principal emphasize that 2009 is a critical year for us
reminding us about
Os& also the
youth olympics which mean extra work coming our way.
not forgetting, our school
10th anniversary.Gosh, another event..
Teachers telling us about AEP, extra assignments, faster speed of learning
many many more....
& guess wad. was caught for my
short socks & skirt.like hello?
Whose skirt won't get shorter as ur growing taller?! &
we're in puberty stage!Who wants to buy the new skirt?
I guess the company ran out of the original colour.
The new skirt has a werid colour..maroon-purple..(never heard of this colour)
& Who would wear high socks to "high school".
Unless ur a
geek. Then...NO COMMENT!
okay i noe i cant fight the school rules.
but mus admit some are rather stupid.
Oh ya.
there is this visit to Polys & JCs
& Ngee Ann is no longer available! DAMMIT!
have to go to Nanyang.
Hope it'll turn out well.
Back to the first day of schoolChanges made:
No.1
Change of seating arrangement..Happy that i'm finally not seating at the corner
& I'm sitting under the fan! FINALLY!
Sad that....erm yyaa..my classmates shld noe.
No.2
i'm no longer the welfare of my class.Its a burden off my shoulder.
Pleasure to be a follower.
No.3
I'm without my best friend for 2 weeks.GOD PLEASE BLESS HER!
No.4
My Chinese teacher for a new hairstyle!She has this Ranie's fringer, & a 70s curl at the end.
LMAO! i couldn't stop teasing her for the whole chinese lesson.
She is the reason why chinese lesson is the only lesson i dun fall asleep in.
I seriously must admit..I LOVE HER! honest!
No.5
My classroom is at the 2nd storey!Say goodbye to 4 flights of staircases! WOOHOO
No.6
I got a new CE teacherwhom i heard she is kinda HIP.
& new PE teacher who has a gentle voice.
After the first day of school...i kinda met my eye candy..HEHE
NICE START!
then its training.
Physical training.
Nightmare.
kinda guilty that i gave up.
Left early for bbq.
YEAH! FINALLY I PLANNED A CLASS OUTING!
& its SUCCESSFUL!
although i'm no longer welfare.
kinda like my last event before i step down
I'm so glad to see smiles.
really hope they enjoyed themselves.
wanna thank alot of ppl.
Jiaqi, Chloe
Both of them are the ones doing alot of work
the guys(only 4)
for help in clearing up
Gek Hwee
for helping in entertaining
Siumin, Kellyn & Pris
for the delicious jelly! OMG! its seriously delicious!
Evie, Yanzhu, Limin
for help in preparation
Everyone that came
Help in finishing the food, & having fun
Those who didnt come
thanks for paying:)
LASTLY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!
ur 14 NOW!
GRATS!
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