LiShan

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

ytd sooo embarrassing!!

AAHHHH

Okay had this ADAM KHOO workshop

teaches us alot of things.

like believing in ourselves,

the right study method

Power reading...

it made us realise how we had been taking our parents for granted & many more

Made me feel really really guilty..

Freddy even made us imagine..

The day when our parents..

leave us.

this is the part when everyone started crying even louder.

even the guys:)

on the 3rd day.

they gave us a chance to express our gratitude to our parents on stage..

As this is my first time saying this kinda mushy stuff to anyone..

I'M SERIOUSLY PANICKING!

EVEN BEFORE I GO ON STAGE!

& here comes the embarrassing part.

I wrote a whole lot of stuff to say to my Mummy.

& guess what?! Freddy(the speaker) TOOK MY BOOK AWAY!

AHH!
then i panic even more..

my mind went totally blank?

All i noe was i need to say smth..

&&&&! I SPOKE IN BROKEN CHINESE!

speak like an ABC.

Like i'm an engilsh-educated.

Have this weird ascent when speaking chinese.

BUT!

HELLO?! I'm chinese-educated!

basically i dunno even noe wad I'm talking.

then then..then..then...ermm..

All the stuff i wanna say...I DIDN'T SAY..

All the stuff i DON'T wanna say.. I SAID..

DANG IT!

In my head I'm thinking...is this me?

& I DUN WANNA CRY in front of everybody!

OMG! SO EMBARRASSING!

Kill me.

I wish i can just sleep forever...

& never wake up

anyway,

I said I LOVE U to my mum first time in my life.

& i hug my Mum for the first time in my life too.