I can't believe how it all turned out.
Its like suddenly my life was back on its track.
Everything took the better turn.

weeks ago,
i was still thinking of how my life could get any worse.
why is life so unfair.
all those ordeals i've went through.

All turned out well.
well, means at least i'm in the state of peace.
nothing interesting,
nothing dreadful.

Now, i'm actually kinda proud of myself.
I actually survived the period without the help of my friends.
I didn't confide in my usual clique.
Firstly because I couldn't mouth them out.
secondly because, I know what would be their response.

Once i was so frustrated with myself for having a blog instead of a diary.
...

I'm happy.
somehow the definition of happy is very different now.
Its actually much more simplistic.
I'm very contented.

Lucky everything was back to norm before my Os.
Thank god.
even though i'm not a christian.

PS: I think this attributes to the fact that i've been willingly sacrifising my time to listen to christians telling me more about god during their occasional visits to my house.
Good deeds does pay off!