Unforgettable week.

Firstly, our class experienced class quarantine for this week.
basically, during the NDP celebration,
at least 1m from each other,
making use of crayons and colour pencils, to draw beautiful pictures!..
genius isn't it.
There is no way in hell i'm going to school today.

Secondly,
i had my prelim exams this week as well as the previous.
definitely screwed for my geog paper,
because i did 2 questions when i'm asked to do only one of them.
then i ending up not able to finish my paper,
as a result my answers are of extremely weak points.

I slapped myself umpteen times that day.(i'm nt suicidal)
that was to ease the heart ache.

Thirdly and lastly,
My Granddad passed away..
actually just hours ago.

Its definitely a tiring and memorable week.
Rushing to NUH everyday after exams,
didn't want my grandad to be alone for his last moments.

And i've just learnt a deep secret of my GD.

When i've heard of the news that smth happened to my GD,
I didn't know its a matter of life-n-death.
Its only until my first visit to the hospital.
I seriously got a shock of my life.

He doesn't look like my GD i've remembered.

He was skeletally thin.

"(in Hokkien)My heart beats very fast..."..."I can't breathe properly.."

"I'm dying soon"..he said to me and my sis.

Those words broke my heart.
I never dare to tell my dad about this.
Never did i know,
those were also his last words to me.

yet, nth came out of my mouth at that point
because i've never know how to speak Hokkien.
i can understand hokkien, but didn't know how to use them.